The Painter

I am strong, I was born to be.

One and only kind of me,

Who cares if my hands wont reach the moon,

I know I can draw the moon,

To hit my hands and touch the earth,

I know I can be, the first and only to see,

The light of a star, starting at the edge of this tree

Life can be, what a painter wants to see,

I’m the painter and no one but me,

The architect of all plans, if I only believe,

With Ink I write, sometimes tears might be,

I sweat, I will, I know I can,

Repair the damages I created to me,

I was born, and that gets me to be

The one who deserves to be,

I can see, the paint on my hands wont dry,

I will never get weak, I might cry, I might die, but not my dream

I will live for my dream, and if I died, who cares my dream is alive,

I dream every time, in the nights I dream, but never asleep,

My dream keeps me awake to see the next season of me,

I speak; I listen to messages of the sea,

I swim, I dive if that’s where I’m supposed to be,

I live to dream, I die for a dream.

An ideas is the start, a dream is the way, and the future is the proof,

This life is meant to be, hard for those who want to be,

Miserable and weak, I read,

Life is not hard, it’s the dream that’s bitter and sweat,

I only taste the bitter to till a part the sweat.

For that I tell, I’m the painter of me.

Rain to rule

From you I ask for help, from you I ask for guidance, from you I ask to see, to live freely, from you I ask for strength, for you I live my life, from you I see the light, and I ask you for help, I ask you to purify me, to take my spirit to heaven today, I ask from you the path, the only straight line, I ask you to direct me, out of the lies I thought were my life, I ask you the help, to differentiate white from black, I ask you the power to stand up today, I ask you to wash me with rain, I ask you to let me see, the one and only right to be, I ask you to help us, against the ones who chose to deny, I ask you to simplify my vision and my sight, we ask you for help and we ask no one else, because you alone can help, we ask you to let us see, the wrong from right and the right to feel, we ask you for a chance, to live the right way, to see the ubiquitous signatures from you, we ask you to light our eyes, to fix our logic, to fix our minds and walk away from the incorrectness we depicted out of lies, guide us to see the way of the true righteous truth, guide us to hear the calls of togetherness, guide us to see no hatred, guide us to feel no anger, help us to follow the one and only role model to follow.

Help us to eliminate distance from the right way, and illuminate the truth, the only truth that would get us to accept ourselves, the only truth that will let us reach inner tranquility, guide us to feel compassionate for the less fortunate ones, guide us to help them, let us be peaceful, merciful, help us to get back to where we were supposed to be, help us unveil the conspiracies that were molded to mislead us to the edge, help us to see, to hear, to feel, nothing but the right victorious truth.

Almighty, all-knowing, most gracious, most compassionate, most merciful, we only ask you and no one else, we ask you, to guide us away from the conflicts that we created, the wars, the crimes, we ask you to let us be the tools to give back everyone his right, we ask you to let us give up greed, we ask you to accept others, I ask you for rain, rain with mercy, rain, to wash us, rain to purify us.

rain to clarify the right way, we ask you for rain to guide us, rain to rule the world and let everyone live in peace and tranquility, rain to drink, rain to wash the tears off my face, rain to wash away the ignorance that we’ve been creating, rain to moisturize our dry cruel hearts, we only ask you to guide us, we ask you to see the obvious again, because signs, are in science, art, philosophy, and logic, we ask you to fix us, to help us fix ourselves.

I'm two years old

It’s light, it’s the straight lines that never curve, it’s the sun, it’s the moon, it’s you, it’s us, it’s life.

Together we painted reality, together we stood up, together we grew up like drops of water on leaves, we knew what we are, who we are, together we had the foresight to make time helpless in front of our power, we melted every obstacle, we lived every second, and I had my life revived, I’m two years old, but yet I speak like a poet, I sing like a bird, and I rain like a cloud.

I’m two years old but able to walk, I’m able to walk to my place, I’m two years old but able to wish, I’m able to believe and I’m able to receive, I’m two years old but my brush is not that young, my painting is the achievement I did throughout my life, I’m my paining and who said there’s time?

I’m two years old, but I know how to eat, I’m two years old and I see behind closed curtains, I see through you the mirror I see myself in when I look in your eyes, I’m two years old but wise enough to know I’m free to eat ice cream under the rain, I know I’m free because I sometimes fly with you, I sometimes borrow your wings to fly away into another time, I feel happiness in your eyes when you lend me your wings, and I still can’t explain it, but you obviously love to see me fly because you see what I see through my eyes.

I know that this physical world is obsessed with places, but I’m two years old and I still know we have always been in the same place together, sharing sun rays and clouds rain, sharing flights of fantasy, sharing our brush to paint the timeless painting I will hide in the museum of our life, I know words are another obsession, but words are nothing but the shell, light shines, shadows born, but we shine to kill shadows, my painting is a painting with no shadows, and it needs no light to be seen, because we poured light in the paint we used.

Miles are true, it’s what they say, miles are shadows that we light, wings are magic wands that we use to jump out of the physicality of where we used to live in.

I know no one, I hear no one, I cannot speak, I cannot walk, I can’t paint now, because I’m two years old, but shall we teach me again?

Greatest Day

I wanna thank God first, and second all the great people I have surrounding me, the ones who were so happy for me that you can see it in their eyes, my friends you are a blessing, my family I ask God to keep us together close forever, thank you all, it's not the end though, still have another semester, wish me luck, and everyone who had a bad mark, you still have a chance, and it's not the end, you'll never know, it might be for your own good...

PBYRC thank you, Intel, thank you C2C was a great push up, thank you all the great friends at ZENID, Karmel, Zeina D,Zeina Aladdin, Mourad, Suha S., Suha N., Enas, Lama'a, and forgive me if I forgot anyone :)



Family, thank you for your support and countinious care, thank you all.