26.6.09

A cup of ice tea

Winds can bring us clouds full of rain, and winds can cause a hurricane. Too much light can blind me, and no light can make my sight useless. I see the guy of yesterday through the window of the future. History is a cycle, and when I lose I know I'll win later.

Thankfulness is what every being should feel, and misery is something you create. When a disaster hits me, grief will try to pass into my heart, I may let in some of it, but then I'd call the thankfulness I should have. They ask "what is the reason for being thankful", and I say it's the faith I have that my disaster is simpler than many other ones.

I can't stop somewhere and say I'm where I've always wanted to be, life is moving like the waves of the sea. I'll never stop running after my goals, because my goals are moving with a parallel speed with me, the second reason is that I see many others who have accomplished their goals before me.

I have a belief that has made many things easier for me, It's that every event in my life happens to simplify my path, and to strengthen me. It doesn't matter how big or small that event is, because I believe - and you should too - that all events are tied up together like the stones of a necklace.

If you thought your luck isn't helping you, then think of it as a glass, half of it would be filled up with poison, and the other half would be filled up with medicine. Once you drink all the poison all that's left is the medicine. Don't you think that your problem is the biggest on Earth, and if it is then you should consider your situation if it came doubled.

Humans think they can control their life through their work and effort, but it's all about what you believe in, this whole universe is a huge sum of diverse illusions, I won't succeed if I didn't believe I'm able to. If I want to walk in harmony with the universe, I'll think the same way it does, and so I'll use my imagination to create my own illusions.

If I believed that a cup of ice tea can burn my hands then it will! And when you think notice that you're not an observer and your thinking will affect the way everything goes.

I can reach the summit of the mount of impossibilities when I believe I can, people other than me are observers, because their thinking won't affect anything at all. So make sure you act like you're senseless when it comes to negative powers.

Be happy in every time, I'm not talking about the smile you can locate on your face, it's about the smiling soul that will always draw the good things to itself.

15.6.09

A Million farms of roses

Nine months of mixed emotions, a million farms of roses won't be enough for every single month, the happiness of his first word is not measurable, when he says his first letters, his first words her ears will be listening with passion, what she loves the most are his cute, little, warm fingers, and the thing she does is turning his weakness into strength, she teaches him how to turn his crying voice into a voice that's heard, she hugs him to tell him she's here all the time and she shouts at him when he does a wrong thing but it's not alright for anybody else to shout at him.

She sacrifices with the highest amount of health so that he can live in the perfect way. She loses all the hours of sleep so that he can be comfortable, if they didn't know it's the mother who does all of these things, they would have called her a crazy person.

Her smell is the real Aroma therapy, her voice is the real symphony and her touch is the healing one, when he starts to walk she'll be happy enough to send gifts to all the people in the universe, she really sees the sky in blue for the first time when he's with her, she knew the colors of life before but now they have another definition.

She understands him without listening to his voice, they talk without the need to speak, she gets everything he needs through his small eyes, tied up like a bird to its nest, when he closes his eyes she takes a rest but still sad that he's not with her, love in its most noble meaning is symbolized in her.

He may not understand her all the time, but he will if he became a mother, if they fought she'll be waiting for him to think of going back to her and saying I'm sorry, but she will not wait till he come.

One day in the year is disgraceful, unless we made it the whole year, it's the hardest goodbye anyone has ever said, her strong weak heart will not be able to wait, so why? Why?! No matter what happens she'll have the inner side of her burning for you, she'll be dying even if you didn't feel it, or even if she didn't let it out.

It's something that will never be denied, you are related to her, your first home was her body, and if it wasn't it's her soul, if you've never met her you're lucky because you don't know what you're missing, and if you have then lost her then your sorrow can be sensed by anyone, Keep in your memory that the more you'd like to meet her the more the chances will increase, no matter if she's alive or not, and always remember souls never die…

Lost in my own room

Lost in my own room, thinking with a million ideas in my head, I'm trying so hard to clear the blur of my vision, a hundred voices speaking, I'm trying to listen, not sure if I'll be fine when I listen, can't life be a little bit easier, I'm searching for the one inside of me.

I'm trying to let my kite reach the twilight in the far horizon, I discovered that the things you see far away from you aren't always what they really are, a beautiful, colorful, rainbow butterfly can be a black dot in the sky, walking in the roads of my mind, I see the chances getting closer and moving away after a glimpse, the months of the year pass by like a ride to my old house, the four seasons of the year can leave a big effect on my tired mind.

Eyes looking at me shouting with my name, what's really funny is that I can't recognize it, it's because I don't know who I'm now, I used to write down what people said about a design I made so that I can see what things to modify and I used to put what I wrote in the pocket of my trouser, now I put my hand in my pocket to find nothing but the cracks of the cookies my grandmother used to bake, Oh how much I wish I will find a paper with some notes in my pocket, oh how much I'd love to have some instructions.

After a while I remember the messages in the middle of the night telling me to hold on when I'm crashed, I remember the ones I love the most, I really don't know what could I have done without them, everyone has a soul mate, and my soul mate made everything easier for me.

Walking, running and trying to find the path on the ground, winds blowing next to my ears, whispering to me the story of the ray of the sun, it has spent a long time and it has lost a lot of power just to reach our earth, only to shine our day and to light our sky with blue, I keep walking

Finally I found the path, and the light can't walk through me any more, I know myself now or at least I hope I will soon, sometimes you may go of the path, you may be lost in the middle of the most familiar places to you, it's not about the place or the time, it's about the parallel place inside of your head, it's about the Ideas related to this place, and it's about the empowering memories you have.

Life is hard because you thought it's easy, you should open your real eyes to see that path, we have two eyes to see the right way with one and the wrong way with the other, it's not enough to see the right side of something, you have to see the wrong side so that you can avoid meeting it.

You may wake up someday wondering how did you get yourself to such state, consequences can be clear after you finish what you've done, I'm totally lost In a place I know, life is hard when you live with all the harsh memories, life is hard when you imprison all the good memories in the prison of forgetting, feel your strength when you're wounded, feel your happiness in the middle of a disaster, it might not be their at all but you can fell all the sadness at once so that you can't find any in the next time.

No need for a compass, your compass is your hunch, it might be wrong sometimes, but usually it'll be right, and you'll be laughing in the end, don't listen to any of the voices but the voice you're comfortable with, don't be a naked person in the pole and don't let the voices of people freeze your heart.

19.5.09

Written under the spell of notes..

Notes, reflections of creativity, light for the lost ones, a pain killer for the broken-hearted. A window to see the outside, telling a story that's read differently by different people. Inspirational, free and universal. No need for a language for you to understand. all you need is your ears, imagination and taste.

She’s like drugs, she gets you high but with no down, unique like the birth of new colors out of red, blue and yellow. Just like architecture but with no buildings, shouting, crying and talking with words that charm you to forget about everything but she's hard for you to forget.

Diverse with many colors like aurora, MUSIC it's the word with nothing to describe. She may make you cry or jump for joy. she may turn up your spirit and she will let you see images which are really strange but familiar. She may get you to smell something you like or hate. You may see your dreams, your history, and your spirit naked. You may feel like it's summer in the middle of the winter, you may remember the nights you spent with no sleep, the chances you left behind, the choices you made in your life.

Time becomes powerless once you fall under the spell of her, a second can be an hour and everything is possible, give up and surrender for the magic and you'll see everything that your eyes couldn't see. It’s another world with no laws, the only condition is happiness, no gravity, no wind and no cloudy skies any more.. it's your own world to draw.

She steals your voice and brings it up with her own, move with her, feel her concurring your veins like poison. She’ll kill you to live a better life, possessed with her, doing anything she asks for, like the symbols of a code, she'll decode the side you haven't read of yourself, replying the messages you haven't sent, you'll shiver once you listen to the first whisper from her.

Floating on a wave in the sea of irresponsibility. No one in the whole world can tell you how to feel, or what to see. She may get you to sleep like a child with his lovely caring mother, and she may wake you up like the first crack on the walls of the night. speaking with the non-materialized side of you, she's like the eclipse because she reveals the truth around your heart.

Dancing is her son, she gave birth to him right after she was born, and the blessed fingers of her creators were the first to discover the magical effect of her. The keys of the piano were the most blessed objects on earth, as will as the strings of the guitar, violin and all the family.

You'll never get bored of her, no matter how many times you've listened to her, you'll always discover something you didn't taste before. she makes you realize the perfection built right inside of her, and nothing can take her away unless she ordered you.

If you lose her you'll go running, looking for her, like a hysterical being you'll be searching. If you didn't find her your soul will turn into an old wrinkled tree in the middle of an old farm in no where.

Once you find her after along time of searching, you'll meet her like your lost child. you'll hug her, and you'll have no control over your nerves.

One sense of unity unifies her with herself. Inner peace will grow up in your center, and your vision will be colored with an infinite number of colors. If you didn't know how to control her, she may push you over the edge of insanity. You’ll fall into pieces like shattered glass. the only way to get back together is melting it and shaping it again like clay in the hands of an old potter.

When all the sentences are locked up with no way out, the words will have the ability to describe her, she is no person, no thing, no nothing. she's not the notes on the papers of a symphony, she's not found in any place but the place you want her to be in. she's a sense of art, a star in the middle of the black sky may describe her..

Dedicated to the amazing Boston Children's Chorus.

3.5.09

A journey to the truth

Through the dark colors of the night a light just like the moon shined to blind me, I never thought I’d see sharper when I’m blind, my eyes are really doubting what they see, darkness turned into white, silence shouted with a voice calling the deep center of my soul, breathing hardly I looked back with a face of amaze, I saw an old man standing along the path of my sight, slowly getting closer, details started to appear, I was stunned and even drowned by the deep ocean in his eyes, I felt I’m drinking a drop of a faith fountain, his white hair was racing the endless end and his clothes made an impression I’ll never forget.

He started to speak, I didn’t know what language he was speaking but I understood everything, my ears were not who heard what he was saying, I was listening with my spirit and his words were written on the walls of my heart with an inerasable ink, he was telling his believes, I listened carefully, he said don’t do that and he told me why it’s forbidden he carried me the letters of a book with an infinite number of mysteries and he sit the values of perfection.

His speech contained all the miracles anyone can think of, age couldn’t leave any wrinkles on his font, he drawn the outlines of immortality for himself, and he had the power to bring peace to everyone’s mind.

He told me god is a singular controlling power, he also convinced me by saying that if there was more than one there would be a contradiction and in the end one of two orders will be done over the other which means the one with undone order is not a god.

He whispered to me the past and some of the future, he washed my doubt away like the thirst of a person who is drinking a glass of pure water, he erased my fear of the unknown and he linked me directly with the creator of the universe.

My consciousness was filled with priceless ideas, I felt it was a jar of diamonds and gold, he made me a very passionate, peaceful person, he told me not to kill a soul and not to cut a tree, he said people’s freedom is born with them, and he ordered me to meditate five times everyday, he spoke out all the wisdom, nothing was left to say.I was listening all the time I didn’t open my mouth at all, it was locked with an invisible lock, I was captured with all of his sentences, I didn’t forget any of them, but I couldn’t remember all of them at the same second because of the greatness of everyone of them, I broke the lock of my mouth and asked him three words: “Who are you?” and he answered with one: “Islam”…

17.4.09

May Tomorrow Be The Day - Written By Morad Elzagal (Gaza Song)

May tomorrow be the day (song)

Gaza hold on, the light is coming soon, just hold on

Good night, let the dark go away
Good night, don’t let tomorrow be the same
Life is so hard for the forgotten ones
Life is so hard with violence and guns
People dying, children crying, no one to hear
But it’s so clear


Chorus:
May tomorrow be the day
May tomorrow bring a brighter life
Hope is our blood
Hope is our ship out of this pain

There is hunger and loneliness
There is pain and darkness
But there is no time for despair
No there’s no time for despair
Our hearts with you because we do care
Our hearts with you, yes we do care


Chorus:
May tomorrow be the day
May tomorrow bring a brighter life
Hope is our blood
Hope is our ship out of this pain
Gaza hold on, the light is coming soon, Gaza hold on, the light is coming soon

Night is the darkest before dawn
Sun will shine again to move away
Every cloud in our stolen sky and every grey in our broken lives
Don’t let darkness take control
Just hold on, just hold on

Chorus[X2]
May tomorrow be the day
May tomorrow bring a brighter life
Hope is our blood
Hope is our ship out of this pain
May tomorrow be the day
May tomorrow bring a brighter life
Hope is our blood
Hope is our ship out of this pain


Written By Morad Elzagal

11.4.09

Bring equality to the scale of universe


This is another poster that I’ve designed by my self, me and My friend had the idea and I designed the poster, hope you like it, you can see a scale in the poster it’s actually the “scale of universe” as I called it, in the hands of the scale you can see four objects which are:

An apple (which symbolizes Food)

A pencil (which symbolizes Education)

A first aid box (which symbolizes medicine)

A coin (which symbolizes money)

And so I say bring equality to the scale of universe by sharing All of these objects through charity work all over the world.

Software used: Adobe Illustrator CS3