15.2.10

12 Decembers

The unrevealed sun lights the candle of darkness in my heart, looking through the noises of winds fighting everything. Rain in my summer! life is not life without you; my life will start when this emptiness is dead.

When I think about you, I remember how to turn sadness into happiness; I remember how to see the orange leaves in autumn with green. Only you can clean my window that’s covered with coffin-like ghosts.

December never comes when you're with me... It wears other clothes so I can't see it, it's what you do to me; my pencil will have the wisdom to write irrational words describing the beauty found in you... Skies of blue make my day when a glimpse of you takes me to the next sky, alive and awake.

Roses under the candle light blinds my sight to see your face, the prodigy of our love might be young, but years of love equal days of normality, tranquility escapes from my heart when I hear you’re near.

Violins start playing notes I’ve written without a pen, they start playing on their own, I feel my self breathing every melody, and I see the world in another eye, an eye colored with the color of love.

I don’t feel cold beneath the raining clouds of your perfection, although my sleeves are short, and I’m not carrying an umbrella, I’m feeling wet and happy.

Some might make fun of me being the crazy one I am, but the only thing I hear is your voice when you’re close to me, when your breath is close enough to warm my trembling lungs, when you’re close, I give up every other joy, you is all I have and all I need, your hair and it’s infinite brightness, your soft skin that makes me so afraid to hurt it, your lips framing a smile that can’t be avoided, your touch of grace alights the stars in my sky.

My house is behind, I’ve passed it by when I was living in my new home around you, I don’t care if it’s locked up or not, all I care about is my new home surrounding you, all I care about is my place in our nest next to you, there is nothing to fear. Our love will grow up, like a struggling small river among the cold rocks.

I’m an ember, burning slowly trying to fight to the winds and the tears I’m crying, I know you will stop my tears from killing my core.