It's you!

Happiness is a hormone, a product you produce, products need some elementary materials to be produced, but happiness dose not, happiness can be made out of a paper, out of a word, out of nothing!


To be happy think of what really makes you happy, for me, happiness is in the winds I feel in the summer, the winds that come to revive your soul. Happiness is around my friends and close people, happiness is the positive soul that no one can destruct, I get happiness performing my words, happiness is when I get of the stage and start getting complements about what I performed. Happiness is in the comments of the people who read something I wrote, the people who were touched with what I wrote. happiness is the music I love, happiness is the laughter I hear when I say something funny, the smiles.

Happiness is the art I do, the art I achieve, the art I create, the art I design, the art I express, a photo, an illustration, a poem, a thought or a word.

Happiness is love, loving yourself, knowing your right, knowing you deserve, happiness is receiving after giving, happiness is giving, happiness is appreciation. Happiness is seeing what you want, happiness is blindness, the blindness that only sees what you want, it's the deafening music of what you want and nothing else.

Happiness is freedom, happiness is the childish belief in possibilities, happiness is the soul that grows younger, the soul that gets more innocent while you grow up, it's the young face with wrinkles, happiness is you.

Supernumerary

You're healthy even with sickness in your body, you're happy, satisfied because you are wealthy regardless of all the debts you have, joyful, living the life you wanted to live since you we're a baby.

When you think, you've always wanted to be a baby, to have the world under your command, to think that your wildest dreams can be done once dad says “yes”, the magical “yes” that would make you jump joyfully, celebrating your wildest dream coming to life, celebrating life like you've never did, the celebration you would start was based on the belief that your wishes are commands.

It's so eye opening to learn from babies and little children, they always get what they want, not because they dream of small things, the things we consider small, actually worth the whole world for the people who asked for them, they get what they want because they have this “childish” principle that they will get it, it's the land of no impossibilities.

As we grow older, we think it's wise to stop this “childishness” we used to have, and that's why we grow older! We should be growing younger, and that's what we're trying to do now, but we're not successful because we're still thinking wisdom is only what we learn from our life, but we were born with it! Why ask for the key when you have it in your pocket? Why wait for someone to speak up the magical “yes” when you've already learned how to speak?

Who told you life is hard? Who told you “hard” is real? Who taught you the line between real and illusion? Why did you listen? It's way much simpler than you think it could ever be, you don't have to run after anything, your existence is enough to draw what you want right down to your feet, you are one of very few talented creatures in this universe, can you see why there is very little of us here? Billions and billions of galaxies, with a number of stars and planets we would never be able to count, and six or more billion people?!

If we thought of it clearly, we would realize that each one of us could own a couple of galaxies! With a couple of billion of planets and stars!

Do you realize the reason behind the spaciousness of this universe? The reason behind the limitless unimaginable place our universe is creating every second?

God created this universe, to help us, to serve us, because we are precious, because we are powerful, talented and unique, the numerousness of this universe shows how mighty the Ruler of it is, it shows us how small we are, but that's only the empty half...

Performing Out of the ashes

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Performing my First Poem, at the talent show during the Teen Summit 2010 activities, it was a great experience I'll never forget about.

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Out of the ashes

I thought I would, I thought I will
I thought, I thought I should
I thought I could, I thought…I thought, I thought, I thought,
But I…never thought I shouldn’t have thought…
I didn’t think life is easy, but didn’t know it was this hard…
Now I know why, now I know why, now I know…
Now I know why intimidation comes like cancer to my dreams.
Now I know why people didn’t like to dream…
It felt so easy for me, so…entertaining…to dream
Scars for the first time left on my soul
I knew it’s all to believe, to believe I could…
I believed I could…but wait a second, believe?
Believe I could, believe I deserve, believe a dream?
To believe a dream is a phoenix was hard,
As I kept pouring life in my struggling dream,
It was easier to believe the dream was a phoenix,
But…it’s a phoenix because of me giving my life to it to live before I die.
Before…before tears come tasteless, before I reach the unfound ground.
The ground I thought would be…resting…, I kept falling, falling down but nothing was there.
Nothing but space, I was looking towards the sky as I kept falling.
Wait! That ground is above… above the sky!
I was obviously falling for so long to think the ground is above…
I was falling for so much time that I thought the right way was the opposite,
And now again I thought, but it’s now when I have to think…
Thoughts shall be useful this time, and yes! A thought
I thought I could fall towards the sky! And I left my head up pointed to the sky
To fall up, to fall up towards the stars, it’s all unreal to be falling away from the ground.
It’s now…I’m falling up closer and closer to my ground,
The ground I will be cuddling, looking down to the sky as I sleep with joy
Coffining the death of despair and helpless birds which were dying with no life given back…
Now I can say I’m on the ground, looking…down towards the sky…

Arcane

Have you ever wondered from where did the harmony between colors emerge? Some colors are great when placed together and some others are displeasing. I think this look that we have towards color and arrangements is derived from our existence on this Earth.



Have you ever noticed that there are no displeasing color arrangements found in nature? I mean look at the shore facing the sea, totally perfect, brown and blue are well known for being good friends, look at the sky in a cloudy day, grey and blue are great too. Some other examples might be a tree, green and brown, possibly a galaxy as well containing glorious colors and grades which are so harmonic.


I think perfection in art comes from what’s based on our universe principles and outlines, straight lines in general are not found that often in nature, you can guess an example on straight lines that is light, but how can you make sure it’s a total straight line? What if it’s a very small segment of a very gigantic circle? What if the wrong side of our tools is hiding these facts? And light is not always a straight line, it curves in some certain circumstances; it’s why straight lines are not always fine in art.


I don’t think you can find much of symmetry in nature excluding science, symmetrical is not perfect any more, the principle our world was created on is an organizing chaos, it’s a chaos that keeps organizing beings, materials, planets, atoms, orbits and everything else, and that’s perfection! It’s the principle of the Big-Bang theory, the universe (time, space and atom) was out of a zero dimensional basic atom which is not an atom, it’s THE NOTHING that we were created from by the hands of God, and that’s the only reason why it’s perfect…


Science that we have is approaching perfection, the perfection that is perfect in our eyes, but not the Ultimate perfection that is only found in God’s creations, the Ultimate that we will never be able to reach because we are the creations of God. But the Ultimate that we can see when we look at ourselves with the eyes of true purity. It’s all inside of us, the Ultimate Perfection that is a leading path to realise God.


The principle our consciousness was built on is an opposite of the one our universe was built on, our universe is a chaos that organises, and our consciousness is a chaos that keeps being organised, to realise what I’m talking about look at the sky in the night, you can see the stars filling the sky, after moments of meditating you’ll start collecting these dots to make straight lines, and then to make basic shapes, and maybe characters later,(the reason behind zodiacs) same happens when you look at the sky in the morning, when you see clouds and in seconds start seeing them looking like an animal or a sentence or whatever. Why not take it as pure chaos? Well it’s the way we were built to think, because the kind of perfection we pursue (not the Ultimate one) is only found in symmetry and calculations, science is the kind of human related perfection that in the end of each part of it leads to the Ultimate perfection that borders any other kind of perfection.


God created us this way, because the kind of chaos that is organizing will lead us nowhere except towards craziness! Because it’s truly too much to handle for our un-reaching but still exquisite brains, and the prove is that you can’t make a car move efficiently if it didn’t have symmetrical circular wheels.


We can imitate but will never be able to create any Ultimately perfected creations because this Ultimate perfection was before the start of everything and so even if we were able to create Ultimately perfected creations it still is imitation…

Mascot

My first heart beat is my first dream, my first cloud to walk on, and my first note to hear…

Have you ever believed in a dream more than you believe in everything you can touch in this world? Have you ever closed your eyes and realized you can’t stop seeing? Have you ever thought a blink of an eye can be a switch between two worlds? Can you tell which world is real? Can you proof they are both not real? Can you convince me you are only found in the present?

What if I told you that where you are now is where you wished to be yesterday? Would that make sense? What if I told that when you are right now is a choice you have taken? Can you ask yourself where you are? Can you describe when you are without saying:”the present”?

In a second I escape what you call reality into another reality of my own, or what you would call a dream. You have to live the dream before you live it in your reality, you have to see everything in your dream with high quality that you won’t tell it apart from reality, and that’s my mascot…

I don’t see black when I close my eyes, I see black when I tell my self I’m not seeing even when my eyes are still open.

Silence will never sing in my ears, I will keep hearing the sound of happy tiredness after I win the completion I set for myself.

I see the sky with blue, and it’s only because I was taught to see it with blue. I have the right to see my sky with the color I would like to see it with, this is my world and my dreams are orders to every citizen living inside the universe of myself.

When your “reality” gets so boring and depressing, you may depict your own reality, and if you were a true believer, the two realities will be one as fast as thunder after lightning.

 You are the scariest bullet against yourself, and you are the most glamorous butterfly…