17.7.10
Out of the ashes
I thought I would, I thought I will
I thought, I thought I should
I thought I could, I thought…I thought, I thought, I thought,
But I…never thought I shouldn’t have thought…
I didn’t think life is easy, but didn’t know it was this hard…
Now I know why, now I know why, now I know…
Now I know why intimidation comes like cancer to my dreams.
Now I know why people didn’t like to dream…
It felt so easy for me, so…entertaining…to dream
Scars for the first time left on my soul
I knew it’s all to believe, to believe I could…
I believed I could…but wait a second, believe?
Believe I could, believe I deserve, believe a dream?
To believe a dream is a phoenix was hard,
As I kept pouring life in my struggling dream,
It was easier to believe the dream was a phoenix,
But…it’s a phoenix because of me giving my life to it to live before I die.
Before…before tears come tasteless, before I reach the unfound ground.
The ground I thought would be…resting…, I kept falling, falling down but nothing was there.
Nothing but space, I was looking towards the sky as I kept falling.
Wait! That ground is above… above the sky!
I was obviously falling for so long to think the ground is above…
I was falling for so much time that I thought the right way was the opposite,
And now again I thought, but it’s now when I have to think…
Thoughts shall be useful this time, and yes! A thought
I thought I could fall towards the sky! And I left my head up pointed to the sky
To fall up, to fall up towards the stars, it’s all unreal to be falling away from the ground.
It’s now…I’m falling up closer and closer to my ground,
The ground I will be cuddling, looking down to the sky as I sleep with joy
Coffining the death of despair and helpless birds which were dying with no life given back…
Now I can say I’m on the ground, looking…down towards the sky…
I thought, I thought I should
I thought I could, I thought…I thought, I thought, I thought,
But I…never thought I shouldn’t have thought…
I didn’t think life is easy, but didn’t know it was this hard…
Now I know why, now I know why, now I know…
Now I know why intimidation comes like cancer to my dreams.
Now I know why people didn’t like to dream…
It felt so easy for me, so…entertaining…to dream
Scars for the first time left on my soul
I knew it’s all to believe, to believe I could…
I believed I could…but wait a second, believe?
Believe I could, believe I deserve, believe a dream?
To believe a dream is a phoenix was hard,
As I kept pouring life in my struggling dream,
It was easier to believe the dream was a phoenix,
But…it’s a phoenix because of me giving my life to it to live before I die.
Before…before tears come tasteless, before I reach the unfound ground.
The ground I thought would be…resting…, I kept falling, falling down but nothing was there.
Nothing but space, I was looking towards the sky as I kept falling.
Wait! That ground is above… above the sky!
I was obviously falling for so long to think the ground is above…
I was falling for so much time that I thought the right way was the opposite,
And now again I thought, but it’s now when I have to think…
Thoughts shall be useful this time, and yes! A thought
I thought I could fall towards the sky! And I left my head up pointed to the sky
To fall up, to fall up towards the stars, it’s all unreal to be falling away from the ground.
It’s now…I’m falling up closer and closer to my ground,
The ground I will be cuddling, looking down to the sky as I sleep with joy
Coffining the death of despair and helpless birds which were dying with no life given back…
Now I can say I’m on the ground, looking…down towards the sky…
11.7.10
Arcane
Have you ever wondered from where did the harmony between colors emerge? Some colors are great when placed together and some others are displeasing. I think this look that we have towards color and arrangements is derived from our existence on this Earth.
Have you ever noticed that there are no displeasing color arrangements found in nature? I mean look at the shore facing the sea, totally perfect, brown and blue are well known for being good friends, look at the sky in a cloudy day, grey and blue are great too. Some other examples might be a tree, green and brown, possibly a galaxy as well containing glorious colors and grades which are so harmonic.
I think perfection in art comes from what’s based on our universe principles and outlines, straight lines in general are not found that often in nature, you can guess an example on straight lines that is light, but how can you make sure it’s a total straight line? What if it’s a very small segment of a very gigantic circle? What if the wrong side of our tools is hiding these facts? And light is not always a straight line, it curves in some certain circumstances; it’s why straight lines are not always fine in art.
I don’t think you can find much of symmetry in nature excluding science, symmetrical is not perfect any more, the principle our world was created on is an organizing chaos, it’s a chaos that keeps organizing beings, materials, planets, atoms, orbits and everything else, and that’s perfection! It’s the principle of the Big-Bang theory, the universe (time, space and atom) was out of a zero dimensional basic atom which is not an atom, it’s THE NOTHING that we were created from by the hands of God, and that’s the only reason why it’s perfect…
Science that we have is approaching perfection, the perfection that is perfect in our eyes, but not the Ultimate perfection that is only found in God’s creations, the Ultimate that we will never be able to reach because we are the creations of God. But the Ultimate that we can see when we look at ourselves with the eyes of true purity. It’s all inside of us, the Ultimate Perfection that is a leading path to realise God.
The principle our consciousness was built on is an opposite of the one our universe was built on, our universe is a chaos that organises, and our consciousness is a chaos that keeps being organised, to realise what I’m talking about look at the sky in the night, you can see the stars filling the sky, after moments of meditating you’ll start collecting these dots to make straight lines, and then to make basic shapes, and maybe characters later,(the reason behind zodiacs) same happens when you look at the sky in the morning, when you see clouds and in seconds start seeing them looking like an animal or a sentence or whatever. Why not take it as pure chaos? Well it’s the way we were built to think, because the kind of perfection we pursue (not the Ultimate one) is only found in symmetry and calculations, science is the kind of human related perfection that in the end of each part of it leads to the Ultimate perfection that borders any other kind of perfection.
God created us this way, because the kind of chaos that is organizing will lead us nowhere except towards craziness! Because it’s truly too much to handle for our un-reaching but still exquisite brains, and the prove is that you can’t make a car move efficiently if it didn’t have symmetrical circular wheels.
We can imitate but will never be able to create any Ultimately perfected creations because this Ultimate perfection was before the start of everything and so even if we were able to create Ultimately perfected creations it still is imitation…
Have you ever noticed that there are no displeasing color arrangements found in nature? I mean look at the shore facing the sea, totally perfect, brown and blue are well known for being good friends, look at the sky in a cloudy day, grey and blue are great too. Some other examples might be a tree, green and brown, possibly a galaxy as well containing glorious colors and grades which are so harmonic.
I think perfection in art comes from what’s based on our universe principles and outlines, straight lines in general are not found that often in nature, you can guess an example on straight lines that is light, but how can you make sure it’s a total straight line? What if it’s a very small segment of a very gigantic circle? What if the wrong side of our tools is hiding these facts? And light is not always a straight line, it curves in some certain circumstances; it’s why straight lines are not always fine in art.
I don’t think you can find much of symmetry in nature excluding science, symmetrical is not perfect any more, the principle our world was created on is an organizing chaos, it’s a chaos that keeps organizing beings, materials, planets, atoms, orbits and everything else, and that’s perfection! It’s the principle of the Big-Bang theory, the universe (time, space and atom) was out of a zero dimensional basic atom which is not an atom, it’s THE NOTHING that we were created from by the hands of God, and that’s the only reason why it’s perfect…
Science that we have is approaching perfection, the perfection that is perfect in our eyes, but not the Ultimate perfection that is only found in God’s creations, the Ultimate that we will never be able to reach because we are the creations of God. But the Ultimate that we can see when we look at ourselves with the eyes of true purity. It’s all inside of us, the Ultimate Perfection that is a leading path to realise God.
The principle our consciousness was built on is an opposite of the one our universe was built on, our universe is a chaos that organises, and our consciousness is a chaos that keeps being organised, to realise what I’m talking about look at the sky in the night, you can see the stars filling the sky, after moments of meditating you’ll start collecting these dots to make straight lines, and then to make basic shapes, and maybe characters later,(the reason behind zodiacs) same happens when you look at the sky in the morning, when you see clouds and in seconds start seeing them looking like an animal or a sentence or whatever. Why not take it as pure chaos? Well it’s the way we were built to think, because the kind of perfection we pursue (not the Ultimate one) is only found in symmetry and calculations, science is the kind of human related perfection that in the end of each part of it leads to the Ultimate perfection that borders any other kind of perfection.
God created us this way, because the kind of chaos that is organizing will lead us nowhere except towards craziness! Because it’s truly too much to handle for our un-reaching but still exquisite brains, and the prove is that you can’t make a car move efficiently if it didn’t have symmetrical circular wheels.
We can imitate but will never be able to create any Ultimately perfected creations because this Ultimate perfection was before the start of everything and so even if we were able to create Ultimately perfected creations it still is imitation…
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